Thursday, 20 June 2019

The Kennet, cockiness and the last trip home.


I’m getting a cocky bounce now as I check my map to prove my arrogant swagger is not misplaced. The Canal is within an hour and I know exactly what I’m doing. The sun is out and I’ve got a grin on my face like a Cheshire Cat who’s just found out he has won free dental treatment for the rest of his nine lives.
                I can’t remember the name of the village just North of the Kennet (1.2 miles North) where I stopped to cook my tin of beans with sausages (not sure I ever knew its’ name) but it had a typical bench on the green, complete with a plaque and a dedication. I took out my map for no reason other than to know where I am and rolled a ciggie. I packed the map and headed over the bridge onto the Kennet.
                My speed along the towpath was leisurely to say the least and I stopped at most locks.
Every lock has a bench.
Every bench has a plaque.
Every plaque has a name.
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                                The names are full names often with “nicknames” between the first and last and the short dedications started me thinking about how much I’d like to have met these people when all their quirks and oddities were celebrated.
Boats have singular names such as “Rosey.”

                It was somewhere in the middle of the afternoon and somewhere in the middle of Wiltshire when I realised how little I had talked in 4 days. I realised this after I’d sat on a bench at a lock next to a lady sat on the same bench at the same lock enjoying the peace. I had explained my thoughts on the names of boats and benches and moved on to how many lanes in England are called Church Lane or maybe Church Road and what makes a lane a lane and a road a road when she made her excuses and left.

 At this point, although she will never read it, I would like to apologise to that lady of the lock for my waffle and thank her for her patience (and her uncomfortable but dignified retreat.)
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       The rest of the day was beautiful but uneventful. Anyone and everyone on a boat topped up my water bottle and offered food (the cheese and pickle sandwich was amazing!) I had a few fantastic moments of fulfilment but mostly I was feeling very smug. The stage was set for a fall and this fool was blissfully unaware.
              





  Anywhere past Newbury would be a result so as I boiled water for a Mugshot in a park with a pond and numerous benches in Newbury I was a little arrogant. Actually, a little arrogant was 5 miles West of here and that was a couple of hours ago. Cocky is the word. “Just got to find a place to rest my pioneering head and I’m done.”
                I found a place to sleep. A ‘grassy area’ on the south side of the canal (getting technical with my descriptions) and I wrote a letter to some young people I know because hand written envelopes are nice to wake up to, especially when it’s not your birthday although if I waffled like I did to my lock lady it was probably a battle of endurance to read. I had a quick swim-wash and settled down for the night.
                By the time it was fully dark and I was wrapped up in my bivvy it sounded like a tractor was cutting grass, it was close but the volume was distant and relaxing in a murmuring sort of way. A low rhythmic rumble whose sound surrounded my head. It would have been the best track on a “sounds to sleep by” CD except I kept thinking “who would be cutting grass in the dark?”
                No-one.
                It does rain in the dark though and it’s raining now but it’s not a problem because I’m wrapped up and I’m a pioneer but in the morning…
In the morning it’s still raining, I’m still dry and I’m still in my bivvy. I unzipped the hood a fraction. Rain and other 4 letter words flooded through my head. It’s time for a very simplified plan that I can stick to.
                   Get out.       Grab stuff.         Run to the bridge for shelter.
20 minutes later and with no Plan B I opted for Plan A.
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The simplified plan only went off plan in that running is quite tricky with a bag on your back, untied boots and a sleeping bag wriggling its’ way to freedom under your arm but I was under the bridge and out of the rain. I laid my bag out to dry and thought in as positive and pioneering way as possible “this is shit.”  A couple walked past with their work bags and looked at me with a ‘don’t make eye contact’ look and I obliged and averted my gaze to my soaked sleeping bag, laid out in a sleeping position under a bridge just outside a town. I look like I am homeless. I look just like I am.
                If I had the emergency cash people had suggested I take I would be heading to Newbury train station but I didn’t so I can’t. instead, with a fading battery, I looked up the weather. Rain all day.
                I need to get dressed but the only dry place to do it is here. Under a bridge. On a public footpath.
                It is public but it’s also 6am, no-one will be using it so it’ll be fine.
                An early rising, environmentally sound office worker cycled past in a hi-vis jacket. I waited two minutes and no-one else came past. Just because no-one else came past in those two minutes doesn’t mean no-one will come past in the next two minutes though and I wasted those two minutes because now it will only get busier (I wasted 3 minutes thinking about that.)
                Finally, I got my dry clothes out in the order I would put them on (I’m learning) and stripped. I’m now naked with a soaked sleeping bag laid out in a sleeping position under a bridge just outside of town. What do I look like now?
                I’m dry and it’s raining outside. I am also hungry so ‘Pepper the food provider’ is In action with beans and tuna in a camping tray acting much like the protective blanket that my bivvy had to me an hour ago. 
                I smoked a ciggie while they cooked and let out a sigh. The ciggies to sighs ratio would make interesting reading to a psychologist but I’m a regular bloke who half an hour ago was naked with a soaked sleeping bag laid out in a sleeping position under a bridge just outside of town who is now cooking beans and tuna on a stove made from a discarded can.
Time to move on.
                When I left the bridge the rain had turned to heavy drizzle and within half an hour it had stopped. It was disappointingly easy and I was gutted by the fuss I had made.

                I would love to tell you about the sense of achievement, the pioneering spirit and the love of the world I felt and I could because I’m quite good at lying but this was just a mission to get home. I plodded. I used my battered body like the battery on my phone to listen to “The Graveyard Book” and ticked the locks and the miles off until Theale where I moved away from the Canal and posted the letter to the boys and crossed the M4.
                The drizzle passed and the rain poured but I still stopped to laugh at an amusingly apt sign.


   I reached the Calcot Hotel and took shelter in the smoking area.
I smoked.

      I smoked for an hour or more until the A4 was, in an ironic gesture, looking more like a Canal than a road (God must have tired of his cat videos.)

       I walked the A4 from Calcot, the same road I had walked so many times before. This time was a little bit longer but when I got home only James was in.

         “How was it?” he asked.
         “yeah, really good.”

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